Cell Self

Science, force-like
induces alienation,
nucleus of reality,
metaphysical uncertainties
the cell-self divides.

Righteous anger,
produced by terrorized facts,
reduced to irrationality,
cancerous growths of truth.

In the trash-end of
the joy-sad spectrum
unknown measures of
Esteem can be salvaged
provided that the vultures
of self-sabotage
don't smell it first.

Shame, mother-destroyer
of worth, patient of madness
Blamed for all her own
Nobody hates shame
as much as she herself

In the self-cell,
we forget all possibility
of the migration of fear
We divide, multiply
destroy ourselves
and our lives
just to see
if God is real.